The Decision

Well after lots of thinking, talking, planning, debating, friendly fighting and opinions from outsiders we have finally decided to do in-vitro again! I know that anybody I talked to during my last pregnancy will remember me saying that I would NEVER EVER do in-vitro again but I think that the magic of my forgetful memory is allowing me to think that it was not that bad. I have now decided to do it again and not only do it but also keep track of what goes on during the process. Therefore, if it doesn't work or works for a while like last time ending horribly I won't have to rely on my memory if it comes down to decision time again. I'm 99% positive this will be the last attempt to bring more children into our lives. Yes, I said children. Jeff wants two more and on numerous accounts I have said if we are meant to have 4 kids the next two better come together. I absolutely hate in-vitro and don't love being pregnant. So this is it! After a much needed break in the form of a fantastic vacation to Cancun we are now ready. (posting for Cancun will be later) Thank you so much mom and dad for watching the kids! Words cannot express how grateful we are for your EVERYTHING you do for us! We returned home from Cancun on Sunday the 25th of January and started lupron shots that night. Welcome home and back to reality! The in-vitro process starts first with being forced to go on birth control pill. I hate birth control pills. I always gain 5 lbs and get really moody. (ask Jeff, he too would say he hates this part too :) Ever since the 25th I have been taking birth contol pills and Lupron shots sub Q in my belly every night. We celebrated on saturday night the 31st of January when I took my last birth control pill! We seriously went out to dinner. Jeff was very happy. Now just Lupron shots every night until Mylie's b-day the 16th of Feb where I will get to do 3 Sub Q shots in my belly every night! Side effects so far are nausea, extreme temperature issues and lack of desire to do anything! Fun stuff I tell ya!